if you didnt already know matt broke up with me on a monday october the 26th to be exact and i cried alot and lots of stuff happened that im not going into detail about but if you want to know just send me a note i dont mind answering but anyway back to the story and well i cried alot and sent alot of threating texts on my part to friends and i even cut some ill admit it! and then he started dating a so called friend of mine on friday october the 30th and i cried and did some stuff im not proud of over that the on halloween i went to a party and danced and laughed and had the time of my life and felt loads better the on sunday the 1st of november i went to church and the whole service was about forgiveness so within the next 3 days i told everyone i forgave them for hurting me and that kinda stuff and me and matt are talking and goofing off together lately hes still dating that girl and it hurts and i almost start crying when i see them hold hands and stuff but i think ill be ok i just wish this guy (not matt someone else) would realize how much i like them and would make even the slightest move depressing but hes a senior and im onlyy a sophmore so i dont think anything will happen i just need to move on and get over everything its life oh and this past wed. we had a guest speaker Justin Lookadoo omg i love that guy he helped me so much! he has no idea! he talked about relationships and stuff like that and helped me an awful lot! then contest play or one act went to marrion later that day and won 1st place disrict champs!!! wooooohooooo go us so yea just thought id fill everyone in a bit.